心，淌着血~~

沉静了一会，
也思考了一阵子，
顿然发现，
有些东西，
在该放开的时候，
就应该摊开胸膛，
大方的松手。


只有在对的时间，
做出了经过深思熟虑的决定，
方能将心中所谓的沉重烦恼与包袱，
送去一条 -- 不归路。


道理，说是容易，
但如果真的要如讲到做到般，
难度还是有的。
每当在寻找真理的时候，
往往都会在像迷路的羔羊似的，
在茫茫的丛林中，
依靠着唯一的直觉，
寻找出路。


知道吗？
人与人之间微妙的关系，
存在着无数的化学成分。
每一个微差的分子，
都能够带来不同的结果。


在衡量了所谓的平衡点，
无论在于情感上的拿捏，
还是在逻辑性的思考，
其实都会突然觉得，
在这个现实的世界里，
每个人的观点还有辨识能力，
从某个角度而言，
理所当然的，
还保留着个人主观的论点，
但又能影响到他人的判断能力。

这，
无形间让人觉得，
有一种难以被接受的挫折感，
只因没有人能够真正的意识和察觉到正确的状况。


曾经，
有一段时候，
有那么一度的怀疑，
这感觉的降临，
是否意味着是这种关系的开始，
或者还是结束。


显然有某种力量在催化着，开窍了。


累了，放了，松了，也了了。




人的思维，
其实是可以那么的复杂，
而却又可以那么的简单。

爱，过了 * 3

这男孩虽然回答得潇洒，
但，
在他心里，
却痛苦地挣扎着。


怕的是其实这位女生在躲避他，
不想再见到他。
又或许，
可能是他自己想太多了。


思考了一会儿后，
男孩越想越不对劲，
问题就在于测验的时间，
心中猜疑着这位女生可能真的是在气他了。
因为，
男生还在等待着那女生的答复。


可是，
等了满久，
那女生还是没有回讯。
最后，
这小男孩决定了离开。
心中还纳闷着，
为什么她会这样对待自己。
难过的，
沮丧的踏上归家之路。


原来即将献上的花，
是可以那么的灿烂、
那么的可爱、
那么的美丽，
这也需要陪衬上一位可以欣赏它，
把它紧紧拥入怀里的女生。


但，
无可奈何的是，
这充满期待的花还是等不到它的主人。
而那位男生则从满怀信心的期待，
变成无谓的等待，
到最后失魂落魄的呆待。
最后的他，
也只好选择放弃。


就是没办法呀，
时间的考验是很折磨人的。
原本可有美好的结局，
却演变成如此。
而那花的下场竟然是...


~ 我只能很无奈的对你说声:

"对不起，紫色的，鬱金香.."



待续...


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Exercise

Wake up early in the morning at around 8am something today....
Just notice that there is a long long time ady,
that i do not have any exercises.
(just wan to make myself looks more fit, although i am thin..haah..)


Therefore,
i started my exercises with pumping,
sit up,
taking dumbbell
and so on...
still afford to do all those stuffs,
even though it's a bit slow if compared to the past and the quantity.....
hah~~
of course is decrease....
(feeling bad on this because my 'performance' on exercises are already drop..)


Anyway,
this probably is due the i started to pick it up back
since a few months ago that i have not go through such a 'hard work'
during this few 'relaxing' period.
(actually no time to do that because i am exhausted..)


Feeling exhausted....
tired,
this is what i feel.
Most of my time are all spend on the working hours,
or even OT
(this is special as the overtime here doesn't entitled for OT pay).
In such a case like this,
really will feel bad right?
IF you were me?


A bit run out of the topic already...
ok, back to exercise,
i suddenly notice that i have failed,
in doing some of the 'difficult' posture...
(actually it's not considered hard to do it when i was young,
although i am still quite you now...
but i am getting older,
this is a real fact)...


"Oh my god, oh my god, 为什么会变成这样.."
I really wanna sing this song when i failed to do this,
feeling sad somemore...
i can't even bent down 90 degree by using my fingers to touch my toe..
(till here, i think u guys sure will laugh at my inability..)
it's just ok,
but i think you should try to do this when you see this...
Maybe you r just same with me....
your RESULT is F (fail)~~


haha....
aren't you?
haven't try?
So,
just try to do it now...
i bet you will feel as what i am feeling now...
If you FAILED!!!


Just admit,
you are getting older ady as what i feel now and...
be brave to speak out "i am old already" ....
agree?


LoLz....
peace~~
^.^v


This is what i have did for this whole morning...
perhaps you will feel that i am a bit pessimistic although i am still young right now.
At least,
you will think that a 20+ year old guy like me shouldn't have such a thought like that..


i, for sure...
will start to reorganize my schedule,
with a better time management,
to cope with my stress on the works,
by doing some exercises...
and this piece is vital in such a way to have a better life work balance,
as i considered..
spend on some time to have same proportion to enjoy your life too,
significantly~~


Going out for my brunch lor~
C ya... ^^

爱，过了 * 2

紧握着手上的那一束花，
这男孩充满期待的朝车子方向走去。

看着那紫色的鬱金香，
这男孩就会心笑了一下下，
也就不知不觉地来到一间礼品店。
当然，
这也少不了诚心送上一份经过精挑细选的美美礼物一个。


开着车子的他，
是多么的想立即地出现在她面前，
把这些全都给奉上，
全只为了-- 红颜一笑。


“只要你开心，我就满足了。”
男生喃喃自语的说道。
有事在身的男孩，
并没有立刻去找曾那么一刻触动他心的那位。
一切，
还是从朋友开始的好。


下午，
接近四时三十分，
这男生忙了他该忙的事后，
就匆匆忙忙的赶去找她了。
怀着战战兢兢的心情，
这男生来到了那位女生的公寓下，
心想，
这一刻终于来到了。


不管三七二十一的，
男生拿出手机，
准备发送简讯给那个她。


“您现在有空吗，可否抽个时间下一下来？”

男生边写边傻傻地笑着。

“不可以，现在没空！”

“为什么呢？是不是还生气我上一次无礼的回复？如果是的话，就对不起吗！”

男孩有点焦急的回讯，
只因百般的疑惑，
顿时涌入心中。

“没有，只是现在有测验啦。”

“那你要加油咯...”



待续...


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爱，过了 * 1

早上的空气特别的新鲜，
寒风迎面吹来，
却有些暖暖的感觉。

~ 这清晰的凌晨，给人一种充满期待的一天 ~

灰暗的一刻，
就在那一丝光芒出现的一刹那，
顿感灵魂刚找到合适的身躯，
重生般的复活了。

~为什么会有这样的感觉呢，真的不知道叻~


一大口，
再大口的想把空气全给吸光，
只想把这最美好的，
统统都给拥有。
对每个人来说，
第一次，
还是充满憧憬的。
而这位男生也不列外。


走到一间之前从不留意的店外，
看到一朵朵色彩缤纷、
无与伦比的迷人之花。
无论是雪白的，
火红的，
水蓝的，
还是鲜黄的，
都有那股冲动。


千里之外的花香，
实在令人痴痴陶醉。
踏进这店的那时刻，
这男孩满怀欣喜的。
然后，
便胆大心细地慢慢挑选。
不久之后，
男生一眼看上了众多香花之中，
感觉最夺目的那个。


“老板，我要这个，紫色的”

“哦，你要几朵？”

“我听说，不同的花有着不同的花语，而花朵的数量也有不同的意思，对吧？”

“小弟，看来你是第一次买花咯。。”

男生傻笑了一下，
那老板继续说道：

“是的，就好像鬱金香，它的花语是真挚不变的爱，而其他的，你可以看看这个。”

老板随手递了一张写上每一种花的花语的简介给那位男生，
再说：

“而花的数量嘛，一朵就代表一心一意，两朵就代表双双对对，三多就代表我爱你，...”

“可以了，我明白了。”



紫色的，
果然成了这位男生的唯一选择，
只因为。。。



待续...


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某一天

就如往常一样，带着疲惫的身心，觉醒了。
遮盖双眼微薄的皮肤，
也就不经意的睁开了。

也就有如普罗大众般，
从睡梦中，
回到每个普通人都得面对现实的 – 劳工世界/书奴地狱（尚在读书的朋友），
继续过着日复一日，
年复一年的平淡生活。


唉，这个也只不过是一般上班族又或者是书奴族的心声吧。


带着灵活但略显老态的身躯，
以龟速的速度从舒适的睡床“慢移”至梳洗间。
当然，
在这之前，
我也会有一个赖床的动作，
来给自己一个有更多一点的时间去休息，
哪怕就只是那么一丁点。
或许和在读着这篇文章的您，
也有着和我一样的习惯叻。
这有可能是咱们在潜意识里都想要抽多一点时间让自己好过一些些，
来减少一些无谓的懊恼问题，
和逃避一啰啰残酷且现实烦恼的反射性动作罢了。


经过一般人都会做的指定梳洗步骤后，
我翻开了橱柜，
随意的从里边挑选了少于十件衬衫的其中一件，
作为我今天工作上班的心情指标。
（其实本人的选择真的不多）


吃完早餐的时候，
已经接近早上七时半，
也就是上班路程的启程时间了。
无可否认，
这个时候的确有点迟了。
但，应该也赶得及在标准的上班时刻赶到。
急促的我，
穿上了皮鞋后，
在朦胧的走到大门之际，
被妈妈惊奇的一句话，
把我活生生似地从灵魂出窍般拉了回来，
往我门前，
望了一望。


就在这时，
在眼前观望着这一幕的那一刹哪，
真正的感觉到，
原来光和日丽的早晨，
经过凌晨间雨滴的洗礼之后，
呈现出那一道夺目耀眼却模糊的彩虹，
再配合上那黎明破晓的曙光，

不只是美，纯，还有无法言喻的温暖，

竟一目了然的呈现在我眼前，
打动着埋藏我内心深处一丝丝还未被解开忧愁的枷锁，
和触动了许许多多还未被遗忘的伤感，
顿时令我明白了，
也恍悟了，
一些最基本，
却不是难以理解的真理。


我，在这时，顿然看开了。
一切，还是回归原本的好。


尔后，我继续踏上我的上班之旅。


(可惜的是，我错过了拍下那一道彩虹的机会~~)

Next stop, happiness @下一站，幸福

Finally, i 'completed' this drama in these few months. it's a long time taken to finish it. Well, sometimes it needs scarification when you are working during normal days. Ok, back to the drama, i really feel that it's worth to spend time to watch it because some of the scene is really touching whereby the storyline carry out of what true love is.




This drama also shows how a gal with her kind heart and her passion for life in order to keep on breathing in this cruel world, as reflect to human beings like you and me to be tough, brave, hardworking and most crucial, to LIVE ON. As long as the life is still going on, tomorrow can be a better day.


Overall, the main thing that want to carry out from the drama is to let people nowadays to realize that everything you are owning now is not that 'eternity' at your hands. Somewhere, somehow, all of this will gone once you din treasure it well. Try to appreciate as i ady mentioned a lot before, and be grateful to whatever you r owning right now, really. It's important.




A 5 star Taiwanese drama!!


--------------- AND, i LiKe iT very much! ---------------

P/s: Always contented with what you are having right now, as i say, not everything is considered 'basis' to your life. Remember, treasure what u r having now while u r having it right now at your hands. And, share it to the others if you can~

And, i am also in the queue of waiting for my "Next stop.Happiness"..
it will comes one day,
because...

i believe~~

感性与感触~2

人，
是可以很坚强的，
但是有时也会有脆弱的一面。
虽然脆弱是可怕，
不过，
最重要的，
还是要学会如何面对自己，
善待自己。


如果有一天，
突然有感而发，
感的是感觉你对对方有感觉，
而发的是发现对方其实是不喜欢你的，
请把他/她当成朋友或知己吧，
也许因为怕的是，
他/她拒绝了你。
也只有这样，
才不会因此而受到伤害。


有些事情，
真的不需要那么的直率和坦白...
因为，
对方会了解....


最重要的是，
珍惜现今所拥有的，
免得日后后悔莫及。。
毕竟，
每一个人都有自己的梦想、抱负、又或者是 --- 心上人。


勇敢的说出自己心中所想要说的真心实意，
要不然就会独唱情歌，
让在您生命中侑只出现唯一一次的宝贵机会给白白浪费了。
然而，
不是每一件事情都事如己愿和称心如意的，
剩下的都得看看天时、地利、还有，人和！！


相信一见钟情、天长地久的人，
会历经沧桑，
遭遇痛苦，
无比折磨，
以上皆是/以上皆否，
只有己知。


人的一生之中，
都必须经历一些小小的挫折、失败，
还有些甜酸苦辣，
这样人才会逐渐成长，
成为一位坚强且越战越勇和遇强越强的“战士”。


细心思考......
其实，
有心去爱却爱不到，有得爱却无心去爱，
还是，
爱不到才会更想爱，爱得到才会不想爱。


这一切，都是见仁见智。


在此，祝福她会过得幸福、快乐！
*************，此恨绵绵无绝期

感性与感触~1

阳光，
给人一种温柔的感觉，
就只因为那一丝丝的柔和光芒，
照射在身上的每一寸肌肤。


天空，
是多么的广阔......
无论身在何处，
都还是一样的。


还有，
云朵，是那么的水蓝......
除了夜晚。


站在绿悠悠的草原上，
只要把头稍微抬高一点，
望向这多姿多彩的一切，
再深深的把充满生命力的新鲜空气，
慢慢的给吸入，
仿佛将所有的烦恼...
都忘掉似的。


我记得，
曾经有那么一些人这样说过，
那些人说，
只要每一次的付出和努力是真心的，
真诚的，
不求回报的，
总有一天都会得到理应拥有的幸福。


其实每一个人都有适合他自己的衬杉，
而要找到这件适合自己的衬杉，
就必须诚心且努力的去寻找，
再默默的牺牲与付出，
才会得到你想要的。
但是，
在寻找的这个过程中,
往往会得到一些你不想要，
却不能不要的结果....


失望与失落，是必然的。

爱到，也会伤到...

来得快，亦完得快...


有时候，
尤其是一个人纳闷的独自在某处，
脑海中总会浮现一些不自由主的画面...
伤感的情绪就情不自禁的，
慢慢涌现，
而这种无形中的感觉，
对一个曾经拥有过一段伤心欲绝的过去而不能忘却的人来说，
心里....
还是会很疼！


虽然说，
过去的就得让它过去，
但，
无可否认的是，
以一个受过伤害的人来说，
会害怕，也会怀疑，
爱会永远吗?

黯然神伤的想，
还可以接受下一次爱的来临吗？

且论傻傻地陪着守着对方，
可以证明一切的理由，
其实都是用来欺骗自己的。
而如果这么做，
换来的，
肯定全都是虚假的对待。
可能，
就是这么的一个人大概还没好好的学会如何去保护自己吧，
所以才会沦落到如此也。


无论如何，
所发生过的一切，还是回忆中的一部分，
而只要还好好的活着，
生活下去，那就可以了，对吧？

Iron Man2@30 April

30th of april, it's a friday. Every friday is considered a happy day to everyone especially to those are working, since there will be another weekend on the coming next day, don't you agree?

Yes, having a nice moment on this day because my colleagues and i already have a ticket on each of our hands to have a memorable and fantastic movie tonight - IRON MAN 2. We do feel glad to know about this when our boss, departmental head announced to 'belanja' all of us to this movie at Pavillion together. Somehow, this is really a movie that greats to watch at cinema, somemore in a gang...

ok, let talks on the movie. Doubtless to say, the director, actors done a great job for every part of this movie..in some circumstances, iron man 2 really impressed me especially all the weapons used to fight in the scene. and of course, it do really put a lot of efforts in the sense that all the graphic done in a correct way. Anyway, i feel that the story is not really as what i expected..somehow do't lack of something that really makes me feel that it has a very good story line to attracts people.








What i can enjoy at here in this movie is more on the new, fresh, high-tech built-in for the iron man and what is its' maximum. However, it doesn't really reflect to my expected story line in such a way that it impressed me for going in more deeply. But overall, it's not bad actually.

So guys, don't even miss out this movie at cinema....go for it!








And, this is the show ticket...

Working life@kl

Spending my daily time on accomplishing more and more of tasks which assigned to me. The pressure is getting much more bigger when there are lots of campaign due within the week. Leads extraction on sensitive info becomes my routine work, and don't know when it becomes the most crucial thing that make me feel headache...definitely this is because the thousand of tables which stored in variety of the datasets, either from the SG database or the MY database.

On the other hand, perhaps i should feel 'great' to handle all the easy going tasks such as sms and edm blasting. Sounds like easy right? And yet it is, as long as you do not make any mistakes...or else, this could lead you to an end of your 'dead road' in your career path.

Well, till here, i think you guys are much more brilliant to guess what is my responsibility at the company already, aren't you? Yup, it's all about the work style at a typical banking industry, especially for a foreign one. Doubtless to say, most of the people will have a thought that it's really is a fantastic opportunity to get a job at the banking line. I am just like you guys having the same thought too. But the fact normally does not really reflect what you thought in your mind. Or i should say, it's not really happen as what you think, actually.

Sometimes, i also will feel frustrated due to lots of tasks that handle to me. In other words, maybe it's time for you to learn all the new knowledge which can really mark up your market value in the future. However, there has one thing that we need to think and consider about, is it really your accountability to do all the things that passed to your hand? And sounds like being a cheap labor while your are trying to complete the tasks given before the due date and thus, OT is a must to be counted in.

Efficiency comes in when you deal with the time with your tasks, tasks as i mentioned here mostly refer to all the lump-sum works at once. How to manage your time well on each task will become another important step to finish your task on time. This should not be an issue if there is a fix volume of tasks assigned to you unless there always have some additional works which are adhoc...then the story will be totally different.

Anyway, the life still must go on. Hopefully tomorrow will be another better day and the same thing falls to you who are reading this too.



P/s: Think wisely, but not much. Or else, the one who suffer is you, not the others.

my 1st job after graduate..

This is totally considered a new job for a new fresh graduate like me, which needs to cope with lots of heavy tasks personally. Perhaps, every job tasks for this kind of job position is required to do so. MIS Analyst, sometimes i will think, is it really a job that i really want to do? Is it really a job that suit me the most? Spending more and more time on just to accomplish the tasks within the specified period, just to get some salary back in monetary term as a return.

Actually, is it worth for doing so? Health may be neglect due to it. Or, it's a path that have to go through by everyone in doing their job, showing their working performance or their ability in performing multi tasks within a given time period? Path of living or working, it just really makes me feel that, my living lifestyle should not be like this for a long term period.

Hmm...anyway, i still insist that i should not think too much at this moment. Perhaps, i should go through all of these things first before making any decisions which may affect on my future job tasks/position yet to gain some extra knowledge beside of IT hardware knowledge.

Sometimes, we also shdn't narrow down our path in selecting our preference thing especially in some working conditions. Who knows, it may suit u in the future? At least u have gonna try it, before u regret of not trying it b4 right?! and when the time has come, i think i'll gonna make a right choice at a right time....after all i hv gone through~~


Time will prove everything...and i choose to believe!!

5th of March

Today can be considered a special day..
A date that brings meaningful day to my beloved mum which she was born.
Of course, on a such memorable day like this, we won't forget to celebrate it.

This year will be a bit different but anyway, the dinner will be absolutely focus on the main dish, 'mian xian'. Haha...actually this 'character' will appear almost every time whenever there is any of us celebrating the DOB. Furthermore, it brings a good meaning here...isn't it?

Well, early in the morning i already planned to brings my mum to go some where else to have a movie. Relax a bit right? since lots of time spend staying in the house. It's good to go out sometime to take some fresh air. After taking our breakfast in the morning outside...of course i back home to check the showing time of movies online.

There are few choices for us to make since that time really hv lots of movies. This is because it's just the passed the second week of CNY, if not mistaken. We made a final decision, which is the 72 tenants, out of the hot summer day, since the show time become our main considering criterion. haha...and my mum also wanna watch this CNY movie which she has missed it during CNY period.

Popcorn become our snack when we were watching that movie in cinema. Since my mum long time already not taste it...that is why i chose popcorn. ^^
Anyway, it's a TGV located at Cheras Selatan Jusco. No bad 'having' the movie here!
Bringing my mum to a movie for her special day like this, i hope that it will be a memorable day for her. And most important, i do hope that she is happy with it and wishes her healthy always...



The tickets we bought..^^



To my l0vEly MUM,

hAppY bIttHday t0 y0u~~~

Ip Man 2

Feel great having some time at here to post and update my blog...
as u c my title..ya, i will gonna talk about this movie - IP MAN 2.

This is a movie that i had watched for the first episode in the cinema and it really impressed me at that moment. Really is a good work for that actor, Donnie Yen bringing out the character of Ip Man...He did a great job in the sense that the spirit of Ip Man in the movie was successfully carried out by him...a totally skilled Wing Chun master.




Actually after i watch this movie for the first time, i really hope for the production of 2nd episode. And it doesn't make me down right now because the IP MAN 2 is going to come to the cinema on the May of this year, 2010.

wow....really glads to hear that...and now, i wishes that this movie really have a great impact to the movie industry of kung fu which can really spirit up everyone.



Go, go, Ip Man!!! I will wait for u....




and below is the precious trailer of this movie, have fun~~

tH3 w33k 0f cnY

Well, here comes the blog where the days are all fall on the first week of the Chinese New Year 2010. The night before CNY, "nian shan shi wan", so called the day for reunion dinner with family members. Of course i am also one of those who are celebrating this. Anyway, before that, i go for a small gathering with some frenz of secondary school at Cheras Plaza. Ya, you r right, is Neway Karaoke. Just feel a bit down because i m late to there but i m glad to c them are enjoying the moment at there. Then, we go for the second round at the Secret Receipi after accompanying that brother Yap to buy his new shirts on the last minutes, attracted to the discounts, perhaps... One thing we just forget is, PICTUREs..swt" , really forget about this..maybe we are not likely to have this session while having fun out there...haha~~

Maybe u guys will think that why i will be late for the gathering but i m happy i m still be able to make it to there to meet some of the old frenz. Just one thing to say here is i need to work on the early of that morning bcz i hv a part time job which need to work on Saturday included this day t00. The thing that make me feel great is, my boss at that company approach me and gave me an angpao..although it's not that really that much...but really feel very happy and excited at that time...only after that only i went for the gathering as i mentioned just now.

That brother Yap and me rush back for the reunion dinner while leaving that MR. Lim and Lisa at there...enjoying their coffee and delicious cakes at there...OR environment? lolz..only they knows..

After i rush back to home and took a bath, my family members and i go to my grandma's house immediately. Having a quite heavy dinner at there around 6.30pm with lots of dishes. Only then we all go to temple for praying purposes till midnight after having supper(served with all vegetarian's dishes) at there around 1am. Doubtless to say, it's quite nice to have such a good supper. We go home after that and I had my sleep around 2.30am at this day.

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On the first day of CNY which is 14/02/2010, i stay at home. Early in the morning(not quite early actually since last nite sleep at 2 something, is ard 9am), the first thing that i will do definitely will be wishing my parents Gong Xi Fa Cai. And of course, i get Ang Pao from them too. haha... Today, actually nothing much to do at house but my family members planned to have steamboat. Spending the whole day on watching tv with plenty of CNY shows. Of course in the afternoon, we ady start to steamboat...haha, sounds weird right doing this not in evening period?
But for us, it's ok de...CNY mode, as long as gather around to do something together..

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Second day is going back to my hometown at Kuala Kangsar, to the north of Ipoh. Wake up early in the morning really exhausted me bcz i quite a long time din wake up so early, about 6.30am if not mistaken. After i packed everything, i go for a light breakfast with some biscuits, and prepare for the journey back to hometown. At 7am sharp, we departure...haha.. Around 3 hours of driving period, then we reached our hometown. Wishing everyone a Happy CNY and Gong Xi Fa Cai when i stepped in the house.

I went for basketball with my younger cousin and other kampung's children. Really
Sweating a lot at that time while playing, just like after bathing, but with my own sweat!! ^^ Really have a long time i din really have this kind of joyful, excitement and fun before. Feel greats at that time. GTA games session via PSP become another entertainment beside of watching cny show in tv on this day.

This night really made me headache since i need to take care of two little boy which are my younger cousin that are around age 11 - 12. I thought that they will feel very tired and will get in a sleep mode very soon but the fact was totally different. They still feel very excited and keep on playing their games....even that time nearly 1am.. no matter how hard i try, how many methods that i use...seen like useless..
this is because if one of the kids still don't want to sleep, another kid will follow bcz they know they have someone accompany them... and my tactics is, i need to ask one of them to go to sleep first...

Since the 'Datuk Chow' wanna meet me very soon...i asked them to do some exercise, purposely to make them tired, so that they will have sleepy mood later...anyway, one of my younger cousin went to sleep after listened to my advices. Perhaps, u will ask, how about the other one? ya, i din bother him anymore and let him play around till he get tired soon...then, i went to c 'Datuk Chow' in less than 10 min.

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Third day, ady felt very hot in the morning. This day was considered the most boring day for me, because it was quite happening on this day. Actually it was not because of the way back to KL, it was all about the terrible traffic jams situation at the north-south highway. Accident, Car breakdown or even have 'bian she long' cross over the highway..From around 4pm we departure, till around 9pm we reach KL..it's really a 'long' journey..

But the most happiest thing that i wanna share out at here is i ady master the skill to cycle. Just to inform u guys, i don't know how to ride a bicycle before this day. ashamed right? haha!! ^^

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On the fourth day, i went out for a reunion dinner with those form 6's classmates. But early in the afternoon, i ady go out for shopping with frenz at sg wang. Accompany them to look for some series of new release mobile phone. Those phone are quite nice act but the price are a bit expensive only.
Late in the evening, we meet up with the others at a restaurant called Hoo Yee, the name quite similar to one of our frenz' name... that's y we played a joke on him...

I feel quite happy when seeing those old frenz...this gathering or reunion table really c lots of frenz have changed a lot. Perhaps is due to some of them ady become more independent, start to earn money by themselves ady, aren't they?

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The fifth day of CNY, i went to the temple to bai bai. The most important thing to do is to 'sit tai sui' because this year those zodiak which is roar already 'fan tai sui'. That is why, i have to go to the temple to pray and 'sit tai sui' for my healthy and safety. Back to house after that and enjoy our dinner later on nearby our housing area. The day was gone with some CNY tv shows at home with parents...

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That's almost all about what i hv done for the week of CNY...not really updated at that time...but it's quite ok for me that i can still remember the things and share out at here with u guys... Finally, wishes for u guys..



To: Every0ne~

Stay healthy always and a
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2010!!!
v^o^v

From: Only0ne

bOYs OveR flOweRs~

Recently just complete watching the meteor garden in Korean version called -Boys over Flowers-. A bit late to watch it right? but i think is ok for me... The drama come the the end on last monday.

Anyway, the storyline of this drama basically is just almost the same like the one that i go through before, but undeniable to say, this Korean's drama is quite success in term of every scene that come out does not really look alike like the previous one although they are some similarity if compare to the Taiwan's drama. It's detailed, in a way that bring out the connection of relationship of love among the main characters. Anyhow, Korean's drama is considered specialist in presenting the drama in this way. And, this drama is not that bad actually. The feel that brings out throughout characters sometimes...



Doubtless to say, this drama, Boys over Flowers really make someone feel sad, tears or get touched at some moment if really get into the characteristic of the actor especially the hero and heroin?? haha...
Perhaps is the triangle love between the character, Jun Pyo, Jan Di and Ji Hoo.
i think the most successful storyline that pointed out is the way they presented out of how deeply Jun Pyo fall in love and keep on loving her even though there are lots of difficulties in their love story.




For me, i prefer the Ji Hoo character. Kim Hyun Joong did well in acting this character. Ji Hoo give me a feel that he is not that brave or a bit stubborn in expressing his feel to Jan Di although he seen to be in love with her, obviously. But the way he love her, maybe is a different way. A way that he always protect Jan Di silently, stay beside of her when she needs someone to do so, accompany her when she feels sad, talk to her when she is down and unhappy....

Ji Hoo, as a guy, u already did the best, sincerely... maybe the only unhappiness thing is, at the end, the most Ji Hoo can be, is just the superb best frenz of Jan Di...

This is the way that someone really sacrifice for his love, without staying with his beloved, perhaps. That's y i like him the most, the character --- Ji Hoo.



I just can say that not really everyone that in love with someone will do as what Ji Hoo did. More or less, everybody has a selfish attitude... and most of the people think that, we should grab for our own happiness for our future, even though can't stay with beloved. But sadly to say, sometimes those people will do something that really hurt his/her beloved without really understand what is his/her beloved like the most. Maybe they do not really know what they thinks also...

Sometimes, reality is cruel. In some way, the things not really happens like the way u think or u wants. Let it go when u need to do so. Let the time decide what u have to take for the best.

AT Last, i linked the video below with song title, 'because i'm stupid' for u guys to recall back all the sweet 'memories'.. Specially dedicated to : oNLy U~~
Don't forget to share your love!! ^^


*Jun Pyo & Jan Di*


*Ji Hoo & Jan Di*



P/s: Don't ever hurt someone when there is not necessary in the way u express ur feeling except you have ur own difficulties. Sometimes human being should realize that in a journey to get a true love, there is not short way of getting it, and as not easy as how you buy a new hand phone, sometimes, something cannot settle with money. And of course, remember, there is no 100% perfect in doing anything especially ~ LOVE. As long as u know, u have already put ur fully heart and do ur best.

P/p/s: HOpe u guys will appreciate the one that stay beside u, ur beloved that you loving now or...love before...


Other romantic song in this Korean drama ~~~

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b0ring Jan!

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With the title above, u can almost guess how the life of mine is going on..
this is the most boring ever in my life for doing nothing. Playing fb, pc games and so on become my daily 'must DO' tasks. Going on and on, day by day, my effort putting on looking for job become more and more.

And of course, i not even forget to find jobs online. This is really what happened to me while i am really staying at home for really more than a month. Seldom hard for me to really exactly do something that made me feel so exhausted. Plus, i think it's really wasting lots of my personal time, my living even since there is nothing new that i can learn during that period.

What more, it's important that there is nobody to share something that you really needs at that time. And sadly to say, it have to be realistic enough to be survive in the realistic world since there is no one can help you along your growing path except yourself.

So, be brave and tough enough in facing whatever situation, trust yourself can do it no matter how hard you have to try for it. This is what i always says to myself.
Do keep in your mind t00 if you think that it's really meant it!