为什么

为什么一个人总会感觉那么的孤单？
为什么花费必须选用钱币？
为什么男生一定要被称为男生，而不是女生？
为什么有时悲伤的时候，却需要勉强的笑？
为什么最好的总是轮不到我？
为什么人类可以那么的自私？
为什么这世界感觉总少了些大爱？
为什么时间久了，感情就变淡了？

许许多多的问题，都是归咎于为什么。


小时候，
父母亲都说：
“孩子啊，不要每天到处乱跑，被坏人抓去就惨了。”
不懂事的我们，
脑海里总会漂浮一些的疑题，
单纯的想着，
为什么爸妈都那么的专制？
为什么每天都不让我出去玩？
为什么…
为什么，为什么，又是为什么！


刚踏入求学生涯的时期，
在小学时，
心里会不自觉地问，
为什么集合的时候，要从矮排到高？
为什么男生要穿裤子，而女生须穿裙子？



到了中学，
心里思索着，
为什么会有那股冲动呢？
为什么男生和女生在一起牵牵手，
搞亲密，
就是所谓的搞暧昧，
谈恋爱呢？
为什么有些人就是可以那么的勇敢，
和他喜爱的女孩告白呢？

看到帅到不行的男生，女生就会兴奋得说：“哇，好靓仔噢！”
或者，
看到美且可爱的女生，男生就会对朋友说：“看，有美女喔！”


直到大学，
就会深度思考，
为什么好的男生全都有了另一半？
为什么好的女生全都名花有主了？
为什么他心中爱的不是我？


为什么你那么的天真，
那么的单纯，
爱上一个不该爱的人，
是那么的傻，
但是，
却没有发现，
还有一个人，
和你一样傻乎乎的，
痴痴的守候你，
只盼望每天看到你的微笑，
知道你过的快乐，幸福，
那就足够了。
不过，这是没有结果的！
但又为什么却还是会爱上你呢？


因为.爱，并没有为什么！




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爱，过了 * 8

“其实单身并没有什么不妥，
除了偶尔只身单影外出。
不过平常也可以找些朋友聚一聚，
谈一谈近期的生活状况。
虽然有的时候会感觉到一点寂寞，
但大致上还是可以过得很快乐。”
男孩道出了自己对单身的想法。

过了不久，
手机屏幕上显示着一个陌生的号码。
男孩看了一眼，
觉得很奇怪。
为什么在一个很不恰当的时候，
突如其来了一个不知名的短讯？
也没什么的，
这男孩就打开来看。


“这个我明白，所以我现在也不急着找下一个他！”

这男孩意识到，
这个陌生号码应该是属于那女生的。
也许是某些原因，
所以才这样，
用着另一个电话号码回复。

也许，是持续玩手机被妈妈发现了，
而遭没收了。
也许，是手机故障了，
才迫不得已地向朋友借来的。
这男孩也没再往下想去，
就直接回了一封简讯。

“你，发生了什么事情吗？
干嘛用另一个号码复我？”
这男生好奇的问。

“这是我以前男友送的手机号码…”
那女孩淡淡的回答。

“那你为什么还留着呢？
难道你还放不下吗？”
这男孩直截了当的问道。

“其实并没有什么的，只是留下用的。”

~ 也许她还没能完全把他给忘了吧 ~
男孩叹息的想着。

她与他的故事，
这男孩不大想去过问，
也不想去瞭解，
怕的是那女孩勾起了她与他之间的伤心回忆。



待续...


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爱，过了 * 7

默默地等待，
并不一定得到想象中应有的回报。
但，
这也并不表示奇迹不会发生。
所以，
这男孩或许还算得上是幸运的。


男孩的手机响起了，写着…

“嘻嘻，没有这回事。
就只是很普通的简讯而已啦！
别想太多了~”

“哦，原来就只是这样而已啊。
嗯，那既然周末那么空闲，
何不与你男友出去逛一逛？”

男孩对于这样的答复显得有点沮丧，
或许是内心期待的还要比这个答复来得多。
但也开始迫不及待地问那女生了，
顺道解除心中的疑惑。

“我现在是单身的啦，也很享受哦！” 那女生回道。




这男孩有一阵刹那间的开心，
有一部分是因为她还是单身，
还有另一部分是她可以那么的坦白从宽，
而这就表示他还是有机会的。

坦白从宽，
对一段逝去的感情而言，
应该属意已经放下了。

而对于友情而言，
这是信任。
这女生对那男孩的信任，
应该很明显，
是有的。



待续...


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如果 (下)

切记，
别忘了这世界上还有许许多多贪得无厌的腐败人类，
一直渴望着无止境的富贵与权力 ，
来满足自己所需，
且常常忽略了旁人。

而更可恶的是，
这些人为了达到某些目的，
却选择了不折手段地重伤，
在别人背后颠覆是非，
惟恐天下不乱。

而如果还有如果，
每一样东西，
事情都可以重来的话，
那后果可真不堪设想了。

但是，
人性的贪婪，
自私，
是无可厚非的。

这一切，
就只得依靠个人高尚的品德修养了。

无论如何，
最最重要，
也是最基本的，
就是要做好本分，
那就不枉此生了。


记得，

如果，再也没有如果。


最后, 送上这首歌, 还蛮感动的, 而且好听~~



P/S: 如果一切真的可以重来的话，我会选择再来一次。因为至少可以~~



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如果 (上)

如果，我可以随意把时间倒流回到以前的话...
如果，每一件后悔莫及的事都可以重来的话...
如果，一个多姿多彩的人生可从新开始的话...
如果，天空的蓝天白云再不是遥不可及的话...
如果，都会里的繁忙时刻不再热闹拥挤的话...
如果，在爱情的感官世界里是没有包袱的话...
如果，想见他人的冲动可以渐渐被埋灭的话...
如果，你能够将天上的星星全都摘下来的话...

如果，你知道他背叛了你却无动于衷的话...
如果，可怜和做作可以划上等号的话...
如果，知人口面不知心是不重要的话...
如果，道德与传统礼仪是可置之不理的话...



其实，
如果每一样东西都能如你所愿，
与你想象的和想要的都差不多，
那岂不是很完美了，
对吗？



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爱，过了 * 6

“我还以为你是想向我表白，在暗示些什么似的，哈哈！！”

哈哈的这两个字，
看似简单，
好像在表现出开心又或者是开玩笑的一种惯用语，
但其实这正表达了那男孩内心失望苦笑着的心情。

但是，
这男孩想了想，
如果就这样的回复，
可能会吓到对方，
于是就立刻的把它给删除了。

“噢，就这样而已吗？
那这是不是那种如果转发十封或以上，
在几天内就会遇上喜欢的人？”

~ 还是这样的句子比较妥当 ~ 男孩想了想。


口是心非的男孩，
在与内心挣扎了‘许久’之后，
终于按下了发送的按钮。


在等待的过程中，
男孩忙东忙西的，
不停地在做些有的没的，
企图打发着多余时间，
只为了那女生的回复。

可以理解的是，
男孩的这些动作，
是用以打发时间，
进而希望可以消磨心中不安的情绪。

也可以肯定的是，
这男孩对那女孩是有好感的。

因为喜欢，
所以才等待。

而等待，
也是一种幸福。




待续...


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Someday's Breakfast

Early in D morning, i put breakfast at your table...

Hmm... listening to this song would be a great start to a day...


Hi all,

Just to upload some photo at here to share with you guys on D breakfast that i have for my weekend.

Anyway, these are really some N days photo...

Having this drink as the supplement of the meals, the HOt honey lemon~~


Hmm... Actually the taste of the meal is just so so only...
It's a crispy fish sauced with milky...
erm, don't know how to elaborate on it anymore..
Just a normal milky sauce where you guys can order it at any cafe, perhaps..

And, of course this is only one of those franchise Kopitiam that having regular menu..
whereby the taste... actually almost all of them are likely the same...

That's d End for this blog...


Wish you have a great day today~

cHeeRS.. ^_^

My first time ~ Spaghetti

This is the blog which i should post out earlier but it's delayed due to some reasons.
Anyway, finally, it's all presents in front of you~


It's one of those wonderful days in the year of 2009.

Never think of those normal procedures that i need to go through with,
i finally come out with my really first time on the spaghetti - an Italian dish.

Having a thought to fill my own stomach with spaghetti for lunch (for my bro & sis as well). This doesn't looks fresh to you, perhaps... but it is to me, because i am the one who cook it by & for myself.

It's simple, for the customized spaghetti that i am going to do.
There are just a few things here for the ingredients, which are: -

1. Onion
2. Garlic
3. Hotdog
4. Mushroom
5. Sauce
6. MinceMeat

For me, Onion and garlic is a good combination in order to get the aromatic tomato sauce and therefore listed it as ingredients.
Personally, if you prefer to have extra tomato, you may consider to add in some more.

And now, maybe you will ask, what are the steps to cook the spaghetti.
Actually it's simple only..
just put all the ingredients together and stir la..
haha~
just joking only..
XD

Hmm...hard to tell you step by step here, but u will know u will try to cook it by urself...
(for child below 12 years old, don't try this at home unless with guardian)

Finally, it's done. And, here you go...


Drooling ady? Are u? :P

Add some mincemeat on top of it..



hmm~~ yummy yummy!!



To be honest, although the spaghetti doesn't really as high-class as in those grand Italian Cuisine, but the taste really not bad...

believe me... try it!!!
(only if u hv D opportunity)
LOL...


That's all for this blog, wishing u having a good weekend or...lunch?



P/s: I think i will gonna to try another set of cooking style with some different ingredients if there is another day to do this again..

爱，过了 * 5

一堆文字拼揍在一起的魔力，
是难以抵抗的。
一行句子所要表达出来的含义，
是可以牵动内心的悸动。

而那封刚收到的短讯竟然像有魔咒般似的，
牢牢地吸引着那男孩的目光，
促使他把简讯的内容一一解剖~~


“希腊有一个传说，
如果你有喜欢的对象，
而只要对方也肯伸出手，
让你在他的手上画圈圈，
那么就注定下一辈子你们会在一起。
如果这是真的，
我想在你手上做同样的东西。”


读完了这么一封的简讯，
这个男孩顿时感觉希望尚在人间。
二话不说的，
那男孩即刻按了按手上的手机，
迫不及待的想要从对方得到某些讯息。

“噢，只是下辈子吗？那么这辈子我怎么办？”

暂时不想这问题，
这男孩赶快在发送键上快速的按了一下，
短讯就此发送出去了。
这男孩满怀期待的紧握着手上的手机，
只为了等待即将来临的回复。

“哎哟，这只是一封转发的短讯，别误会噢~”

看到这样一个的讯息，
这男孩的心情简直就像从神圣的天堂，
跌落至十八层地狱般似的，
沮丧极了。

或许，
也只是男孩想象得太多，
以为那女生对自己有好感，
不想就只是朋友。



待续...


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爱，过了 * 4

命运的安排，
还会让这个男孩再一次获得那么珍贵的机会吗？

下一次，
会出现另类的局面，
还是得靠这位男孩的不屈不挠的努力与刻苦耐劳的争取。

这一切，
还真的显得有点辛苦。
不过，在爱情的基础之上，
这些并不算得上些什么。


日出的曙光，
照耀着绿悠悠的草原。
一片绿海的情景，
显得特别的舒适、广阔。

这个男孩意识到，
机会，
还是需要靠自己制造与争取的。

这一天的到来，
想不到竟是近在眼前。
就在那男孩处于沮丧失望之际，
希望就在此时出现。

[我可以，陪你去看星星，不用再多说明，我就要和你在一起。。。]

手机的铃声响了起来，
这是男孩喜欢的铃声之一。



简讯，
对这男孩来说，
并没多大意义可言。

慢条斯理的拿起那手机，
那男孩按了按键盘，
打开来看一看，
银幕上看见的竟然是他的名字。
这个时候，
那男孩的心情虽然没有起伏不定，
但也难免不了紧张与兴奋的涌现，
也许是..


待续...


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My l0velY Car - Part 1

Guys, sorry for keep you waiting... Until now only i get prepare to update my blog about this incident.

This, is my lovely car...


Although it's still not yet get repair and maybe it cannot be exactly the same as before but i think...

Well, early in the morning of every working day, i drive to work with this car. A car that i used to drive for approximately 5 years already. I like the design of that car, although it's quite 'old' already, which is from the year of production in 1996.

For me, having a car to be part of my way to go to work is considered one of the most wonderful thing in the world, to avoid any difficulties in taking public transport, whereby i should feel grateful of, at least i think like that.

Never have a thought that this will gonna happen to me before, and now, it did.

Nothing much i can say about how huge is this incident impact on me, but yet i know, it changed my lifestyle, affect lots on me and more or less, the burden~~

These pictures are some of the shooting that taken on that day, on the 7th of March, where the 'memorable' incident that involved my car...






Terrible right?!!!!!





There are some more....


And the following pictures are my car....






Totally Horrible!!!!





Still not clear of what is exactly happened on that day?
Be patient, the part 2 with video clip will be publish soon.

Hmm...Maybe now you will gonna ask me about what i felt at that moment, but i can ensure u that, there are no words can be used to explain what i am feeling at that time. I would really hope that this is really a dream that really will appears only in the dream and it would not become real in reality.

I do understand that sometimes not everything will be exactly the same that what you imagine or expect, but uncertainty in facing some real facts really makes someone suffer, physically or even mentally.

Anyhow, it will still be my lovely car ever, no matter how it changes.

At last, thanks for everyone that concern about me and my car after the incident happened.
Really appreciate it much!!
I will be tough enough to cope with all these uncertainty in whatsoever bad things that comes toward me.
And i don't mind that if you guys wanna support me financially, i will be very grateful de..
hehe~~~ :p

Anyway, No worries and thanks again~~~



P/S: Remember, no matter what circumstances that you will face in the future, just be brave enough to overcome it and continue to move forward. Because you just need to understand one simple statement, which is - the life still must go on.

I'm back...

Finally, i am back to here...
MISS me?!


After a long long time i hv 'abandon' this blog site which is close to my lifestyle and etc.
Doubtless to let you all know that, i miss you all...
n being blogger as well~~ ^_^
Do hope that i am not really forget the ways to let you guys know more about me, again...
that is why,
i decided to wake up early in the morning to write this blog,
specially just for Uuuu...


Ok, let talks about my recent happenings...
As usual, i couldn't say that i am really that busy until i can't even manage to looks for some time just to write somethings out for my blog.
But actually it's all depends.

Sometimes i really feels helpless in the sense i have to cope with lots of stress in facing out the new environment for the past 3 months.
Ya, i have changed my job.
But it's still in the same industry yet it's also tough to get survive..
haha~~


Being the junior again to explore to lots of product knowledge from a new workplace is considered kinda an advantage to me.
Although i need to learn everything from beginning (every company have its own way of running business ),
but it really helps me, in term of getting to more and more soft skill in managing something important.

Doubtless to say,
i have a little bit of missing my previous job that makes me feel comfortable for that time of period.
Anyway, my new company also not bad.
I have never have any OT after 8pm so far.


Until today since i joined last Dec,
i rated myself six out of ten,
at least it's a passing grade.
I think i need to be more strong/tough to become the 'stronger' people in the working environment so that it can increase my market value in the future,
hopefully this can be realized not later that 2012...
(at least i can know that i am capable before the end of the world only if the story of 2012 is true)


Feeling a bit bored of hearing lots of my news on working right?
And really wanna know about my recent feeling or status, perhaps~~ :p
About my personal...
you just need to follow me on my next blog...
there is something big thing happened which makes my lifestyle will change in the future just because of this slightly change...

it's all about... "MY l0velY CAR"~~



Wish you all Have a nice day!!