Sunday, March 20, 2011

I'm back...

Finally, i am back to here...
MISS me?!


After a long long time i hv 'abandon' this blog site which is close to my lifestyle and etc.
Doubtless to let you all know that, i miss you all...
n being blogger as well~~ ^_^
Do hope that i am not really forget the ways to let you guys know more about me, again...
that is why,
i decided to wake up early in the morning to write this blog,
specially just for Uuuu...


Ok, let talks about my recent happenings...
As usual, i couldn't say that i am really that busy until i can't even manage to looks for some time just to write somethings out for my blog.
But actually it's all depends.

Sometimes i really feels helpless in the sense i have to cope with lots of stress in facing out the new environment for the past 3 months.
Ya, i have changed my job.
But it's still in the same industry yet it's also tough to get survive..
haha~~


Being the junior again to explore to lots of product knowledge from a new workplace is considered kinda an advantage to me.
Although i need to learn everything from beginning (every company have its own way of running business ),
but it really helps me, in term of getting to more and more soft skill in managing something important.

Doubtless to say,
i have a little bit of missing my previous job that makes me feel comfortable for that time of period.
Anyway, my new company also not bad.
I have never have any OT after 8pm so far.


Until today since i joined last Dec,
i rated myself six out of ten,
at least it's a passing grade.
I think i need to be more strong/tough to become the 'stronger' people in the working environment so that it can increase my market value in the future,
hopefully this can be realized not later that 2012...
(at least i can know that i am capable before the end of the world only if the story of 2012 is true)


Feeling a bit bored of hearing lots of my news on working right?
And really wanna know about my recent feeling or status, perhaps~~ :p
About my personal...
you just need to follow me on my next blog...
there is something big thing happened which makes my lifestyle will change in the future just because of this slightly change...

it's all about... "MY l0velY CAR"~~



Wish you all Have a nice day!!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

心,淌着血~~

沉静了一会,
也思考了一阵子,
顿然发现,
有些东西,
在该放开的时候,
就应该摊开胸膛,
大方的松手。


只有在对的时间,
做出了经过深思熟虑的决定,
方能将心中所谓的沉重烦恼与包袱,
送去一条 -- 不归路。


道理,说是容易,
但如果真的要如讲到做到般,
难度还是有的。
每当在寻找真理的时候,
往往都会在像迷路的羔羊似的,
在茫茫的丛林中,
依靠着唯一的直觉,
寻找出路。


知道吗?
人与人之间微妙的关系,
存在着无数的化学成分。
每一个微差的分子,
都能够带来不同的结果。


在衡量了所谓的平衡点,
无论在于情感上的拿捏,
还是在逻辑性的思考,
其实都会突然觉得,
在这个现实的世界里,
每个人的观点还有辨识能力,
从某个角度而言,
理所当然的,
还保留着个人主观的论点,
但又能影响到他人的判断能力。

这,
无形间让人觉得,
有一种难以被接受的挫折感,
只因没有人能够真正的意识和察觉到正确的状况。


曾经,
有一段时候,
有那么一度的怀疑,
这感觉的降临,
是否意味着是这种关系的开始,
或者还是结束。


显然有某种力量在催化着,开窍了。


累了,放了,松了,也了了。




人的思维,
其实是可以那么的复杂,
而却又可以那么的简单。