Autumn's Concerto @下一站，幸福

In english, similar to -- Next Stop,Happiness. Also called Autumn's Concerto. I get to know about this Taiwan drama for a month already. A drama that recommended by my frenz during the training course that i had on last month. He always close to the entertainment industry in Taiwan, Hong Kong, Korean and etc. That's y he intro this newbie Taiwanese drama to me. Thus, I watch the trailer of this drama for the first time and i feel that the storyline of it is not that bad if compare to the most recent hottest Taiwan's drama at that moment.


It convince me more after i have watch the first episode of it especially the way of the director presenting out the characteristic of the actors and actress in this drama. The heroin really have a difficult time during her growing age. From a gal that pampers by her parents like a princess to a gal that have to follow her aunt and stepfather which need to do many jobs. Can imagine how suffering she is.
And her life is not that smooth especially her stepfather...

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Lastly, i recommend ur guys to watch this drama... It's very nice anyway!
Worth to watch!! ^^



Statement below are some of the intro of this drama:
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有些人的人生，是直達車
The life of some people, is just like nonstop car/bus
有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…
But some people is just like car/bus that move slowly, pass by many stations, go through lots of people

有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人
Some people always stop at wrong station, passed by desired station, if not missed out the scene outside window, that will be missed out the one that sit beside
沒有人知道，能陪自己坐到終點站的人，究竟會是誰….
No one know, who is the one that accompany us to the last station
相愛的人，真的就能一路到達人生的終點站嗎？
People that love each other, really can come the end of life in one way?


慕橙 Mu Cheng
一個不知道自己會在哪一站下車，也不敢任意在車上睡著的女孩…
a girl that don't know which station to stop at, also not dare to fall asleep in the car/bus




光晞 Guang Xi
卻是一個只能坐上由司機專車接送到目的地，無法決定自己人生方向的人
is a person that cannot decide his path of life to follow and only can sit on a car that depends on the driver to pick&drop at any destination




這是一個..
This is a..
關於他們的故事~
story about them~





P/s: There are many stations that 'bus' need to stop during the journey, from starting point to the destination. Actually the theory is the same as the way of human beings working on for their future during their lifetime, from the beginning till the end. The way of they works, the way of result comes out. Hard to differentiate the way is right or wrong, but result will tell YOU everything!


ENJOY the trailor below:

For the month, Nov 2009

It's a long period that i din come to my blogspot to update my recent activities..

sounds like a bit bz rite?

Actually i just attended a one-month ERP training course which is sponsored by the government of Malaysia...since i am looking forward to join in the consultant field while i m interested with SAP.

During the whole month of the november, i feel that my weekdays are just like the normal working days..this is because the hours spent on daily training period is almost the same as the working hours, from 9.30 till 5pm, really feel tired at that time. Perhaps, it is due to the location which is at the Kelana Jaya, considered far from my house that needs me to drive around 30km to get there with at least an hours plus driving duration.

Anyway, i go through it successfully and cope with the stress that have during this one month training period. Doubtless to say, it's sounds like a bit short for this training but actually it really get me to know more about what SAP is all about especially on BASIS and ABAP.

Learning curve a bit slow for this moment but i believe that my knowledge on this related field will be going on and on. Not matter how difficult it is, it doesn't matter... as long as we take it for our future...

Although right now, i m still looking for jobs which likely to meet my 'favorite' or interest in the sense that i wouldn't get regret once i have chosen it. Just an opportunity that i am waiting for on this kind of job in this industry. But anyway, if there is lacking of this kind of job field at this moment, perhaps i will go for the second choice as a temporary full-time job to solve my short-term financial issues beside of gaining some extra working experience and strengthen my communication skill especially speaking in english since there are some offers.

Back to SAP, i do hope that there is a place for me to go for it. Hope my dream can comes true! And, for my future, i will try my best to place myself into it to be more advance in the future.

l0vE.guaranteed?

last month, the drama came to the end...
it is about the insurance company that sells a insurance policy that called "love guaranteed" (爱情全保) which is purposely created to give protection on those who are in relationship until they get married... then only at that time, the couple is rewarded something like commission in a monetary form to great them due to a successful built-up relationship from "pak toh" stage to a husband and wife.

It sounds good, isn't it? To have something to show to ur beloved that ur r romantic and so on when you buy the policy specially for ur ideal partner.. perhaps, to have some kind of contract that 'tighten' the relationship within the couple from breaking out besides of guarantee their future... but, when you have a further thinking on it, actually i can say that it is more than just a paper of insurance policy...

Y i say so?

actually this drama bring out 2 important views after i finish watching it... one is good, and of course the other one is bad, perhaps...

let's talk about the bad thing first..
ya, i notice that there is a fact which can be considered bad in the drama whereby people have to buy the insurance policy of "love guaranteed" to ensure the relationship of couple is guaranteed in a way till they get marry later... but, it is hard to when talks about love, it is more equally to the feel against another people... only with this, they can be a truly lovely couple.

Anyhow, doesn't means that i say something bad on the drama, it is just that make me feel that relationship of couple is just guaranteed only with a agreement of contract, not really that "strong" in a way that the love within a couple should be in somekind of promise, a promise to take care, concern of another partner with love basis, whereby the promise is within both of u, which is just involve the 2 persons in a relationship only.

u know, actually there is lots of people that being together because of they have a good feeling on each other, maybe is on the first sight or just start the relationship with a feeling that they gonna to have their partner at certain age with different point of views...
some will think that it is the time to enjoy being in love,
Or it's the time to get into love,
Or it's the time to start a relationship,
Or it's the time to get someone to support u from financial aspect,
Or even it's just the time to TRY to love that person?
only from here, u will gonna choose, which is the best to form your desirable "result".
nobody know...
But, u will know, and only U,
will tell yourself what u want actually...
by ur own feeling..

From my personal view, the good thing that i can be point out will be the attitude or the responsibility that show by ur partner. The actual meaning that the drama want to bring out, is on the reason of the person to buy the "love guaranteed" policy is to prove to their lover, about their strong will and decision made to stay together with their current partner in the future...which normally recognized each other as ideal partner...beside of showing how serious they are in the relationship.
Sounds romantic...isn't it?
i think most of the gals will feel touched yet "secure" in their relationship if the guy is doing the same thing right?

It is good, in a way that the one who suggest to buy the policy or the one who already get ready for their future ideal partner must be brave enough to face any circumstances. No matter how much they will be change in the future, phisically or mentally, there is still love remains on each others. Actually buying the policy is a way of showing the love to your beloved... it shows that ur love, that's why u buy, then only from here, u promise to ur partner, that you only will stay together with him/her, by only loving him/her, with an action taken.

ohya, nearly forget to tell who are reading this blog.. that drama is called "love guaranteed" with a title song that i link as my lovely song which is show as below.


HaVe A w0nDerFul dAy~~~

all the best ya, babe and dude...



P/s: do appreciate what u r owning now, or else u will feel regret in the future when u look back once u have "leave out" something behind at the past...



..my lovely song..

lEt's paRtY !!!

(not up to date D blog, hehe...^^)
this is a blog that talk about the time spent after the last exam paper..
haha...
the last day of having exam at utar as an undergraduate student...
means~ No more EXAMSsss...
really happy de lor~
lol...^^
really feel relax at that time and of course, our IB group did have a gathering to celebrate this just after the time that we get out from the exam hall, last last Saturday, 26 of September, 2009.

this date is really a meaningful date for all of us, i think most of us - IBians will keep it deep in heart and won't so easily forgotten the moment we all get steamboat together, right?
this plan is organized by ian which locate at his house..
the food and drink, of course we brought it on the spot at the tropicana city...but, really appreciate those who go to buy the stuff and everything ya...


after that, we reach at ian's house around 6 something...(just for ur info, the last exam end at 4pm)...
weird right? Saturday also need to sit for exam...
anyway, it doesn't matter...
because we are ...FREE after that ma...
kakaxxxx....

ok, back to ian house, actually before we reach, there is another group which we split to two before that, just after the exam to prepare the stuff first at his house and for what have brought...cut the chic breast to slice, fishball, wash the vege and so on...
the pictures below shows the progress of preparing the food..



this one scary a bit, haha...
looks like gonna to kill someone...lol...

and, the steamboat start with a special drink...
guess what is it?
lemon ribena + 7-up Revive..
really have a different taste with this combination...
ichiban!!
(but the main thing is the ice-cube...find everywhere still failed to buy it...at last...guess where we brought it?.......MAMAk la...^^)

another group of people...actually is the one that go hypermarket buy things also...
come back and cook the soup so called "thong dei" in cantonese..
tom yam and herbal soup, no bad...
special thanks to li ren and ian's mum for that...
this is the picture shows the first ingredients to put it to prepare the tomyam flavour soup by liren...c how serious he do the stuff!!!


and, those are the things brought from hypermarket in tropicana city..



the rest, for sure is preparing the things to get ready for the steamboat la...
wIth friends...

And,
....Let's Start...

eI, got 1 thing not yet do hor~~
ohya....forget to take photo...
so....come on guys...
"smile, n chik-chak"



joyfull time..


what are they argueing? seen so serious geh?
guys Vs gals..

lol....

there is one thing that i felt very funny which i will show to u now...

BEFORE

AFTER

=.=" swt lor~~

Group of gals~~


and Guys, of course...

....what a mess...-_-ll


N, that is US!!!

^^v

until 11++ we stay there and go back after that...
really is an enjoyable night that day...

That is all for this blog..(feel tired ady..hoho~)
So, thanks to the main photographer and those "assistants" la...
really funky for taking these pictures...
memorable + meaningful ~~

LaSt to aLL = stay happy every0ne n all the best !!!


P/s: i think those who attended this steamboat party should be very glad to have this kind of joyful memory which will stay deeply in each of our heart, till the last breath. Flashing back during the golden age as part of our wonderful "studylife", every pieces of memory that share, and belongs to us, personally..

eXam aLL d0Wn !!!

finally....come to an end...
no more study life, assignment rushing lifestyle, revision stuff, and of course, the exams..
glad to complete the last paper on the last saturday, 26 of Sept...
last paper fall on today is technopreneurship subject...
which i considered ok..
well, just manage to answer all the question in time...
really feel grateful and satisfy at that time..

just after that, we go for steamboat at ian's house, really enjoy that wonderful time that we have at there.... enjoying all the fun, really feel great, especially finish all the exam papers..
and the food, really full on that saturday.... can't even finish, da bao some more, lol..
picture will be upload soon...^^

anyway, i just feel that living without any burden and pressure really can make us feels great and better...
now, doubtless to say... it is time to enjoy the time to get our body and mind relax...
in order to get refresh and get to start a new lifestyle in the coming future.
sweating... when come to the reality world... to get a contented job with expected salary..
is another target to achieve...
another thing to be sure is, have to work hard to grab any opportunity...
back to here, just feel happy and wonderful because already pass through all the exam papers...
hope to hear from u s00n, my future "job"...


just one last word.... just enjoy holidays now when still have some...

ChEerSss, guys!!!
^^

fINaL 2 g0Ing to "die" S00n..

ya....this week is my final week..the last week that i spend on a place with lots of stress and pressure...but after the last day of this coming saturday...
my new life will bEgiNs.. or just start my pity lifestyle in working environment??

today just start my first revision on the coming exam papers...
it is the second last paper that i need to sit for..
maybe, the mood of study gone fast in a way that i din realize at all where i moved myself to tv drama and online games recently...really feel swt when i get to know that i din really study much for the coming exam paper..

y@...law paper is my second last which i will gonna 'kill' u very soon...or get killed by u?
haha...nobody know...
but i m sure that i will get prepare and fill up my gun with enough bullets...
study hard....since i can't really study smart due to i m not a smart people la..
well, i just can say, this coming paper is important in such a way that make us realize and learn on some of the elements of law, but deep in my heart, i think this subject actually is not really that important which will affect or give any great impact whether is positively or wat in my future career...perhaps, just can say, it may gain my knowledge on related field which related to law.

back to here, i just need to tell u guys, i m moody right now..
properly due to what i thinking right now..
the subject is not relevant or not that important which i not gonna to use it?
arr hAa...not really...
if u think wisely..actually it helps!!!
really....

try to think if u know something about the defamation law, do u think it is not important?
how u justify it?
and, for sure, my point of view is, absolutely the answer is YES.
the most popular words or phase should be the one so called innocuous words or double meaning right?to those who study before, sure very familiar with these phase..

i just wonder, when it come to reality, does this law helpful?
without having money that used to get the assistance from lawyer to charge the particular third parties...does it really aid the one who really need the law to protect themselves from defamatory statements of others in libel or slander form?
to judge this, u may revise my "A Nightmare".

the last paper will fall on the coming saturday in the afternoon...
of course will be the same as third one, till half way only that i study, get stuck at the middle...
moody again...
s0, i dont care too much ady, just wish me good luck ya..
^^

P/s: It's good to gain more knowledge especially it may helps u to explore more, think out of the box, perhaps? In fact, it is close to ur life... it's just depends on how u thinks only... what i meanSs is, the inspiration of law subject as apply to ur... "relationship" OR "networking" environment?

jOb。dilEmma

job, yes, it is a step of chosing something to do in order to get u rich by completing and accomplish certain tasks in ur working environment, in order to make yourself become....
more rich?

well, i just have some options here for myself to select and choose for..
actually what is the best for me?
till now i m still doubt about it...
is not whether u r brave enough to accept and learn new thing, it is about whether it's impact would bring u to another level of knowledge...
in the sense that i have to foreseen the actual overall running process of the job to be involved soon..
unclear vision in specific field became another element to be considered... it makes lots different even u made a slightly difference..
perhaps, it need a person to think wisely, firmly in order to decide something...
it is complicated but not hard once u discover the way of a real position that u think u can do it with fully interested behavior.

should i go for this....or that??! a decision which will totally influence my future lifestyle.. >_<

hope to get a satisfied job as part of my future working lifestyle that fulfill my expectation on certain area s00n...

- study m00d -

haiz.... feel tiring recently...
duno is going to be graduted soon or wat de...
now really damn no mood to study anymore..
just the feeling only...act the fact is not like this or should not be like this..
since it is already is the last semester...
and perhaps should be more energetic and stronger to complete the final exam which will held soon on next tuesday...

i do study, lots...but just that duno why those source of materials just not like my type of "coffee" suddenly...
maybe i m getting bored to the education system which need to get a good result to prove urself as a good or top student..what a pity reality right?

looking around on all the stuff, those lecture note with thousand words inside...
started to make me feel dizzy... keeping my head stuck while i am holding those so called 'knowledgeable' paper..
really feel swt lor, u know...
from early in the morning till the afternoon around 3pm (right now i m writing this blog), i still not yet get back my study mood, or should say, the feel to keep me on studying or revising all the needed and important notes which can assists me to score well in the final exam..

cant really memorizes all the things that i went through even though i understand them well..
just can say, i already have no mood to study....for now, definitely..

i duno whether this blog is a rubbish or not...but at least it helps me to release my feeling in my mind, and of course, it do release my stress and pressure a bit la...

anyway, i should start to work hard right now...
that's all for now...
will write another blog later ya...
c u guys...
bYe~~~


to those who is facing same problems with me, add oil add oil la!!
^^
gambateh together oh...

"fong fei kei"

What is ffk?
Define ffk in a good understanding sentences...
(to those who don't know what is ffk, i will explain as below... ffk = fong fei gei)
of course...for what i know, ffk is well defined by, a person that promised to come or attend some gathering or date at a specific place and a specific time but do not really show up at the right time and right place as decided and confirmed... (do correct me if u guys have a better definition on this)

FFK, in what situation someone will be said having this kind of behaviour??
Besides of fulfilling every elements that i define as above?
Yes, in some situation, your frenz will say that u like to ffk and whatever..
In the sense that they think that you cannot make it when promise them already..
Meanwhile you have some reasonable stuff to speak out.. and yet inform them about this...at that time, you may not considered as ffk...

So, that means?
Ok, let say, you promised to someone that you will gonna go for that gathering..
All the needed information is confirmed such as date, time and location..
but at last you did not show up your face at that specific time and location, then you will be said that you are ffk....even though you tell that you are not free at that time on last minute..
YES, this is true...
If something like this happened...that people really is ffk la..
But, that's different if you do have some acceptable and forgivable reason to support you and you do tell them earlier you can't go if and only if...

You have a presentation on tomorrow morning which is important and will affect your final mark in exam, but only you get to know the date to do presentation after you promised to go for gathering....
You have some projects or assignments to rush on and the due date is closer, you just helps your group members ....
You just get sick or not feeling well at that time...
You just know that your relative just pass away and so on...

but make sure you are honest and telling the truth....

And, plz make 1 thing clear at here...
If someone want to invite you to attend a gathering or yumcha and so on..
plz make sure the time and location...
If not, there will have some issues later...

Another situation is like this,
let say, your friend ask you to go yumcha on the next week..perhaps just inform the date and time or just the location only...which means you do not know all the needed information, but u already confirmed that you will go...

At here, u will considered ffk only if u can't make it when your friend inform you about the time and location with you earlier...since you promised. This means, today, your friend invited u to go yumcha which held on next week without the actual time or location, just the date only which means next wednesday...then when it comes to next week before wednesday, your friend inform u the time and location...or just on the day before the time they decide...then only you will be considered as ffk if you didn't go...for instance, your friend want yumcha at 10pm at somewhere and inform you at 9.30pm, your friend is ok here because they informed earlier b4 the actual yumcha time...(here just ignore the issue of your frenz just look like inform you last minute)

But, the case is different when they did not confirm you any time OR location..
Such as they say next Wednesday but did not inform you what time and where...
Or they tell you the time and date without specific yumcha at where..
Or tell you yumcha at somewhere but did not tell you what time..
So you are not considered ffk if,
they didn't even inform u where and when...
they didn't tell u the location..
they didn't tell u the time....

OR
they informed you late such that they inform you to yumcha at 10pm on wed and u wait till 10.30pm only u get informed to go where to yumcha....
u can choose not to go.....
AND you r NOT FFK!!!~
because they late to inform u.....

OR
they held a gathering at somewhere else but not yet confirm the time..
and till late at night around 10.30pm, then only informed to yumcha at this time..although you know will yumcha on that day... but last minutes inform people is not a good behavior, right?
preliminary planning and time management is better...
if both of the important information also not yet decide and inform u...
if late + no location... even worst, aren't it?
Then, if u choose not to go and say sorry yet still get blaming by people, and say u ffk...
should be speechless already...
because it is not a correct way of doing things right, is it correct?
and it should not end with blaming with each others if u still care with the friendship...

Properly a well-thinking people should understand more, perhaps..
So, when do anything on next time, please make sure to prepare everything before start to do it..
the result will totally different....

Every thing will have exception..even though is just gathering...
if u do read or have any idea on law before...for sure u will know about this right?

and, if u understand that people better, this won't happened...
or the person who always say people ffk, do you ever try to analyse the problem?
is it ur problem of helding an gathering, perhaps?
all of this have to redirect back to you...

different people got different perception, or different 'level' of thinking..
it's not a matter of attitude...it's a matter of Principe...


P/s: don't ever promise to somebody that ask for your confirmation on some date or gathering which do not have a clear thought on the meaning of the "ffk" as i have justify and define above.

Bad Time?

(some parts of my blog, this one faced some problems technically and that is why i just publish it today only. basically is around 80% of my writing gone. More or less, it is a issue from this blogger site, whereby deleted my writing when i press save now button, it faced some errors which stated the coding error due to the usage of color on my font...and thus, my writing gone, just like that...geramnya...that is why, i retype now after many days later, but will be shorten since the bad experience that i faced last time on this posting at here!)


24 hours = 1 day, this is the total hours for my this whole week's hours of sleeping.
hard to explain the feeling that i m having right now...

after rushed for plenty of assignmentSss....and the last one is the fyp, final year project for my bachelor degree...that is what make my life suffers a lot recently...and until today only update my blog!!

let's keep it short, simple and sexy...

this day i really feel frustrated with the line problem...due to the uploading time, it is really take lots of time to get successfully uploaded...
the things happened like this, i rush for my fyp last minute..
due to lots of stuff and works not yet completely done..
this is because mostly of the chapter or part i just finish around to 50% only..
this really make me crazy and rush like hell from a day before the due date on this day..
due to not enough sleeping time that i have for the night before, doubtless to say that my thinking or language on writing, structure of sentences will be a bit messy...
but, i din care anymore even though i always request for perfect when i do the job...

anyway, i m able to accomplish those stuff before the submission time which fall on 5pm..
i almost done my stuff at around 3.30pm and start to work on the table content...
this part really make me feel dizzy and a bit busy, perhaps i can say is "kelam-kabut"..
lol...
because i think i miss out something there...
however, that doesn't matter.... it carry a small volume of marks allocation only..
sorry la, it's time consuming already..
that's is why i let it go when i realize that fault after that...

come back to here, after i finish the table of content, at around 4pm... then i think the time is more than enough, 1 hour, sure la, right?
but the fact make me feel "geram", because the line (i not really know is what problem actually, but i guess is line problem la) is damn slow till make me failed to upload the file which is around 6MB after zipped. it's not my fault too since i already spent around 10minutes for the uploading process...really make me disappointed is when i see transfer rate is damn slow, not even moving too...
and the transfer packet is less than 2K at that time...after 10 minutes!!!

haizz...i grab my car key and directly rush to my car outside...
for sure, i have alternative way, that is go to CC (Cyber Cafe)...
after transfer my fyp file to my thumbdrive.

around 4.20pm i login and start upload my file..
swt again, it showed failed in email... 2 famous mail also like that...
wasted my another 10 minutes.
and now, i try my third email which is gmail...
i strongly recommend this...
it's fast and effiecient...
it shows the process and % when uploading a file....
i m happy when i successfully did at around 4.45pm and confirmed by my friend at PJ which helps me to submit the fyp...

then, i made a call to the faculty office and ask for the latest time to submit the fyp...
and the answer is 5.30pm...
this answer really make me feel glad and excited because before that i think is 5pm which is a bit rush for my fren to submit it on time.

at 5.25pm, my frenz, kenny msg me and confirmed to me, that he successfully hand up the fyp for me...

A Special Thanks to KENNY!!! ^^


P/s: don't even do ur thing at last minutes....eventhough i m not...so, just make sure u plan ur time wisely....and time management is really very vital process in order to accomplish ur stuff on schedule...pls take note on this la, guys!!

A NightMare

wow....it is early in the morning...
really cannot open my eyes...
because having mentally harassment by something else..

the time is 8.30am sharp...
the way walking to the police station is seen like very long distance to go.
the driver already reach there before me...
so coincidentally, the sarjan that incharge me just come out from the room when i just approach the door..

both of us go inside, sit on a chair and start the conversation..
first, the sarjan ask that driver to give a brief explanation of what is happening at that time..
when she spoke something that i think is wrong, i try to interrupt and tell the exactly incident but that is stopped by the sarjan...he say let that driver finish it first wo..later is my turn to tell..
since he say so...then is ok la...

BUT...when is my turn to speak out...after one or two sentences that i spoke, another sarjan come and say that he got something to point out...
and, this is really a badly conversion that i ever heard before when i agreed him to do so...
he speak out a lot....he say this and that...yes, he got his point and his own thinking and opinions...but the most important thing is the logical thinking...if lack of this thing...no matter how hardworking you are...or how many things u knw...it is a waste of being a man...

i just wondering at that time....why those policeman is speaking on behalf for that driver but not for me?so funny when i see that sarjan become angry and increase his voice volume when i argue that the actual facts are make sense....seen i hv the logic to tell him...but the reality is cruel...
hard to c a person to accept other's opinion although they know they are wrong....

i just cannot accept when the police officer said that no matter what reason...u r wrong when u hit someone's car from the back eventhough it's just a slightly damage..the most important is i m on my own lane, if i speed fast in my lane also considered wrong den i got ntg to say ady...and the point here is not the speed....so that police officer not really analyze the situation from different perspective...

i was getting shooted and shooted last for few minutes with this...(which i think already is a ugutan ady...) that officer say...i challege u jangan bayar saman dan kami akan membawa kes ini sama-sama ke mahkamah...
this sentence keep on repeating by him with some bad body language with high volume of voice..
if i m third parties...i sure will think that the person who get scolding is the one who made some big trouble!! but the fact is not really reflect what is actually happenning, sometimes..

then i know he is 'big' me in the sense that he keep on saying with some other additional information and indicates will delay the date of getting my car back...if not mistaken, that day he say so..."aku bagi saman kat awak, awak jangan bayar..." and later continue by this... "sekarang saya nak kamu segera panggil workshop kamu hantar balik ke sini, kami akan tarik dan hantar ke puspakom sana untuk diperiksa...masa itu semuanya akan kita tahu...kereta kamu akan ditahan untuk satu tempoh yang panjang".... really sufering when hear lots of this....psycho again...

i did speak out why they just keep on shooting at me but not the one who change the lane...but that person still keep on saying he is right because he have lots of experience ady as he work for that job for around 20 years wo..."kamu yang langgar balakang, kamu yang salah, jangan cakap banyak lagi"..."kalau kes itu bawa ke mahkamah...masa yang diambil akan sangat panjang...kereta kamu tak boleh dihantar untuk diperbaiki sehingga selesai kes ini..ada kes yang tangguh 3 bulan...masa panjang ni kos untuk mahkamah pula banyak dan semuany akan dibayar oleh kamu berdua... "

Akta Pengangkutan Jalan 1987 become another 'weapon' here...that time i really feel swt lor..
that police officer throw that book in front of me and said that he din cheat me..based on wat wat section but he cant speak out what is that section...and most important is the attitude is not really good, is damn bad!!!

"kes ini sangat senang saja....claim insuran saja...ini kes civil, sebab tak ada orang mati dalam kemalangan ini..."

hopeless...that what i think of at that time...when they all say those things to psycho me..

but i think of the pic that i print it out. i bring in and let one of the officer there to have a look on it with my explaination...i think he understand of what i m trying to say...i also think that he know what is happenning....innocence or not....he knows...
he approach that driver and speak to her personally...i duno what he is talking to her...but i do hope there is a exception for all of these..

at last, the thing settle by the car which bang by that driver is claim under my car insurance....but her car will claim under her car insurance company...and i have to sign before i leave...after i discuss with her husband....1 thing i say to him which means a lot to me...both of us also dun wan to get involved in an accident, i m victim, your wife too...but based on this situation, police traffic judge me wrong...but when u c these pictures + that day u c the position of both cars...u faham,i faham...the most i can do is i claim my own insurance...
(act i got a bit regret now for what i have suggested at that time...)
the people there not polite also...interrupt our conversation by saying....jangan bazir masa kami la...cakap banyak lagi...
i hate all these...
wan me to bear all the losses...not fair if like this..
if that time i m not get scared by u guys...i think this case not yet close file...

last part before i go, about the fine..i need to sign before i go...i not really wan to sign...some more my dad also say like that...because i gonna wan to leave this place as fast as i can...but suddenly the people at the back there shout at me and scold me like hell!
i hate those people always use the reason that is not really considered a good reason to blame people....hey...it is the responsibilities of a police traffic to handle the accident case ....dun say till looks like i m the one who trouble u guys to handle a lots of the cases...u think that just only u busy ah...everyone also busy with their works, OK?!...
AGAIN!! It is ur RESPONSIBILITY!
just resign if u cant bear the working shift...dun let me think that u got time to scold people, but no time to do a lots of works as u SAID!

at the end, how muc i need to pay, any compound or wat...a people say thing will different if my name is last by bin wat hassan or wat...at tat time i really duno wat and how to respond...just can say "haha" and laugh like foolish only...

about my feeling at tat time...i think u guys can feel it de right? haizz...

i hope i can wake up earlier from dreaming.....because tis dream is really that...
Such a scary NightMare!!!



P/s: if someone suddenly turn in ur lane and u cant avoid that car at that time...u better break emergency...let the car at ur back bang u, better than u bang the car infront of u!

"Judgement Day"

after a week that i have settle down myself to accept all the unexpected incident which had happened to me on last week,i think i have to accept on what is really should not end like this...
yes, it is just a week ago, last Saturday, a "judgement day"...

18th of July, around 10am...
i go to that place early in the morning to have a clear statement about the accident to get further understanding on what is happening during the time when that incident was happened.
anyway, i think that is ok because there is a possibility that the person at that place want to get further details information from me to know the incident better...

and for sure, i get assistance from the "call man" to send me to that place. one funny thing i wan to mention at here is about this guy...
i really duno y he behave like that...swt lor, he want me to pay for his fuel, although that is his company car.... some more i m his customer leh...how can he do like that... after that i only know y he wan me to pay for it....gf...swt"

back to the current situation...

when i reach the police station with that person which bring to meet again that sarjan at that time...i just wondering why i m coming back for the second time... although the day before i ady notice that this maybe is one of the way he persuade me to follow wat he wan me to admit...

anyway...without thinking too much of noncense....i just continue to have what i suppose to feel...(one thing for sure is, deep in my heart, i think the sarjan call me back definately not a good new)...

Sound like i m a bit down and moody but the facts tell me that it is what gonna happen to me as what the worst thing which i really think before...really swt.....it's happen to me!!!

haiz...

when i just sit in front of that sarjan, with the callman beside....he start to say to that callman (but i think actually he spoke so is wan to direct it to me), y u lie to me ?! that day when u do reporting u din even show me the picture of the car from back... omg, unexpected of the first starting conversation from him...but when he say so...i ady can guess what will gonna happen soon...

after that....the callman try to explain and of course, we denied it strongly because actually on the day we went for reporting, we really did show almost all the picture that captured by the callman...but just on the half way on the showing process....he spoke out:"it is ithe fault of that car which cross against ur road...." (one thing wan to mention here is, when he say so on that day, we just think ok ady...thought that this case will settle ASAP as the sarjan also said like that, this means he also agree with us whereby that driver had made a mistake)...

the callman den show back all the photo that he captured to that sarjan...and, the result is, yes we do have pictures that took at the back of the cars which can c the damage on both of the car, and the sarjan just say...
due to the damage at the back, it is not that driver fault, but is my fault!!
some more one thing that does not make sense here is about what he told me ....he said, that driver bang the car in front of her because i bang her car first, but the thing is from the picture u can c that her car direction is just seen like cut to my lane...but wat make me feel ridiculous and funny is the sarjan said...actually her car stop ady, but i speed and bang her car until her car 'push' to that position..(u guys can refer back to my previous blog named as ~Darkness Day~, there are some photo there)..so funny right?

that time i really wan to give a big clap to the sarjan lor...wt...something like this also can say directly to me wo...sure i angry la...
and the most important thing that he mention is...until today i still remember, the driver of the first car which hit by the black car is work as doctor, and the driver of this black car is work as wat lecturer wo...and he mention many in front of me..." seorang daripada mereka kerja sebagai doktor, seorang lagi ialah 'pensyarah'(did i spell wrong?), mereka tak akan tipu punya!" ...
this sentence really make me angry lor...
den i directly shoot him back..."ok, is that u means those who work as fisherman or those people who have lower salary will cheat u?"...actually the police have double meaning here....when he say so, he is starring at me whereby he is giving a sign that i cheated him wo...
really dissappointed!! so...

after a few of arguement with my logic explaination of the car crashing then the sarjan actually know what is really happening nad the fact really not on his side...then, he surrender in such a way he keep silent for a while and later provide a suggestion to the callman and me..that is, how about both of the driver come backto settle it... that time i really think that it is good suggestion...but, this is just the beginning only....~A Nightmare~ is just started!

after some arguement on deciding which day to meet up (because sarjan said it's better on monday, but i do have a test on that day, that y i reject twice or more...den only he get it, swt")..to choose a day...however, sarjan ask me to wait for his call and confirm with me later..

then, i went back and told my parents about this....and they really think that y the sarjan will judge like that...hey! based on the phot, it 's very obvious ady la,ok? dun talk about 3 year old kids la, those who got license and know how to drive also knew that which car is inocense la...
ligical thinking ma...haiz...almost av1 shd have logic right?

moody feel surrounding me after i reach home....not thinking much after that...
around 10pm only that sarjan confirm me. but just through msg, not giving a call.. really action speak louder than words! anyway...i m still ok but my mum ask me to get prepared....because they will argue many things with me...my dad say it's better to calm down and settle the thing, needless to shout or speak loudly to point out something...
the date is tomorrow to settle the thing by meeting up with that driver, and my "Nightmare" is just begins to START....


This is so called "Judgement Day"...but end out with... no result!!

P/s: at that time i really hope that there is a justice bao to come out and help those people to handle the 'difficult' case which cannot handle in a good way...

DarkNess DaY~

There is some time i din update my blog already....
thinking of going to update it on this few days during weekend...
just wondering on what to write on my blog...
but suddenly something happened to me..
unfortunately...i have this "DarkNess DaY" to share with u guys...
really sad when recall back all these things....

2 days ago, which is fall on wednesday, 15th of july...
as usual,after the last lecture class, i m driving my car...and on the way back to my house from UTAR...
my darkness day start when i almost reach my house, a distance from the T-junction of the traffic light which is in front of a Police Station.
i am on the left lane (there is just left and right lane on that road)...
and i m driving no fast yet on my own direction (it is a straight road)..

I planned to slow down after passed by another traffic light which is green and stopped to speed up (not yet brake due to the speed of car and just let it continue to move on). That time i saw the traffic light in front of the police station is still green as i passed by the traffic light i mentioned just now...( want to justify here is: there is 2 traffic light here which is the one in front of the police station and another one is before that)

since there is still a distance to go on... that is why i din speed because i know it will turn red when i almost reach that traffic light...
so, when my car move on...
and the traffic light turned red (as what i expected)...
a car suddenly don't know from where (it is right lane,just want to express my scary moment) without my notice to that car...that car turn out to the right position of my car...
and first i not sempat to brake at that moment and my car hit that car's left side bumper...

of course...for any human being..
such a sudden incident will make the driver get shocked and the natural response is to keep your car to left hand side to reduce the damage of car crashing....
that is why i keep my car left to minimize the damage....the both rims on left hand side of my car then shifted with the "road stone" (not really know how to call it, the "road stone" here means that almost very road in KL is beautify by it, perhaps shd call divider?). At that time, i notice my car did rub with the "road stone"...

this is the photo of "kesan geseran" on the "road stone":

my car position at that time:

these are the conditions of my left hand side tyres:
left front
left back

After i tried to keep the sterling left and shifted with the "road stone" after the first hit on that car's left bumper....(i feel a bit weird that time, i think the car is not really under control but still manage to turn the sterling to keep left)

Then the second crash is just begin... my right hand side tyre hit on the left hand side of that car since that car was getting nearer and nearer till i got no place to run away from the second crash...that car then hit another car in front of it too...

time is around 5.30pm to 5.45pm, not exactly know the actual time that the accident happened because at that i i already get surprised, shocked and stunted to what had already happened to me and my car...

Below are some of the pictures that i took...


after that, the first thing that comes to my mind after the car crash is make a call to get assistance such as insurance agent and etc. then only i start to take photo besides of getting related info from those cars' drivers.

i remember a moment that the driver of this car really not polite at all whereby there is an argument between us. That driver argued about she is on her lane whereby she din even move to my lane because she is on her own lane. Logically, based to the pictures i provided... which car is on the correct lane...which car did wrong...which driver want to have excuse...no way!! For brilliant people like u guys, sure can differentiate it and come to a conclusion right?

another funny experience i want to share with u guys is the owner of that car...(owner and driver not the same people)
want to get the cash directly wo...funny right? if u c this situation, u sure know la...
not always the one that hit the car is the one whom not drive carefully...hope u understand this!!
don't think that get the money and can settle the thing when u r not clear about what was happened..and the most important thing is ur attitude...u think u r right and can get what u want when u increase ur voice volume ah? sorry lor...malaysia is a country that have its own laws.
"Not big voice big size de lor(direct translate)..."
as i know, smart people in this situation sure will stop the conversation to avoid any unhappy thing happen d...and only calm people will stay calm to refresh and restructure back what is actually happened based to what u see...

after that, i went to do report at police station. The details is P&C.
Looking at the damage status of my car, really feel damnn sad and down and....duno what to say ady...the time settle the report and back to home is at the night ady...
although din injured in this car accident, but feel some muscle pain at some part of my body...
and now wait for the judgement from the sarjan....and need to meet him again tomorrow..wish me good luck ba, guys...>_<



P/S: i just forget to take the photo of my car's damage after that car is removed. anyway, i think i should be glad that i m lucky enough to stay alive and continue sharing my blog at here with u all~

P/p/s: to all lovely drivers, do u all know about what is blind spot? don't just depends on side mirror when u want to cut to another lane...and don't even forget the signal light and be more carefull, ok?!~ this can minimize the probability to get involved in an accident if u all take notice on these!

You may leave some comments on this blog, perhaps...
Thanks....

Fallen of Michael Jackson...

1 day...1 day...and 1 day...
this is the 3rd day ady but i don't know what is happening to me...
doing something that i not really notice what i am doing actually...
seen like every second thinking of him...
his songs, his dance, his emotion and every his single movement during his concert...
it's impressive!!!
ya! it's all about Michael Jackson...
don't know why, how and when i started to think about him after he have passed away...



Friday, 26 of June, around 4.30am of Malaysia Zone Time...
Michael Jackson has passed away...
when my mum told me at that morning, i don't really accept it... bcz it seen like impossible due to his concert is coming soon..
this news really gave me a shocked when i knew that through the radio and confirmed by news at tv. At that time, i felt really surprise, unbelievable, and then felt sad... because the lost of a super Star in the music industry from now on...



Michael Jackson,
u contribute a lots to this world, not only from the music industry, but also the nature of human beings shd be in some aspects..
u create a lot of records, almost every song in the albums are the hottest and stay in music hits chart for a long time, one of it even last for 37 weeks...
u came out many good albums, such as Thriller..
u create the anti gravity movement as part of ur dance...
u have the top sales album in the market at that time which sells more than million..
u be the first and maybe last who donate such a huge amount of money for charity, 3 millions at a time...
u bring us the special movement of dance, D moonwalk..
u introduce it and show it to us for the first time, u amazed everyone with that..
i know, even though that time i m not yet born, just exactly 3 years before i came to this world..
and much much more....



i love ur songs much...
Beat It, Billie Jean, Unbreakable, and many more, especially...
You're Not Alone...
and the most meaningful song is Heal The World,
the lyrics is wonderful as show below, telling us to save the world...
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Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me
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the msg here is truly awesome!



Michael Jackson,
you really done a great job in ur life...

u work very hard since u was young...
u show ur talent in dancing...
u sing pretty well ...
u do your best in any single performance or concert...
u know some of the people in this world is suffering...
and i know,
u do practice a lot,
u do charity,
u do create a plenty of history for urself....

therefore i know, ur spirit will always stay besides those whose are caring about u...
and, there is a part that deep in my heart which will have u to be there...
hope u will rest in peace, Michael!!




P/s: i really cannot expect he is gone so suddenly.... and what i just can say, no one can replace u-Michael Jackson as the king of pop, because u r a Legend, the....ONLY ONE~