A NightMare

wow....it is early in the morning...
really cannot open my eyes...
because having mentally harassment by something else..

the time is 8.30am sharp...
the way walking to the police station is seen like very long distance to go.
the driver already reach there before me...
so coincidentally, the sarjan that incharge me just come out from the room when i just approach the door..

both of us go inside, sit on a chair and start the conversation..
first, the sarjan ask that driver to give a brief explanation of what is happening at that time..
when she spoke something that i think is wrong, i try to interrupt and tell the exactly incident but that is stopped by the sarjan...he say let that driver finish it first wo..later is my turn to tell..
since he say so...then is ok la...

BUT...when is my turn to speak out...after one or two sentences that i spoke, another sarjan come and say that he got something to point out...
and, this is really a badly conversion that i ever heard before when i agreed him to do so...
he speak out a lot....he say this and that...yes, he got his point and his own thinking and opinions...but the most important thing is the logical thinking...if lack of this thing...no matter how hardworking you are...or how many things u knw...it is a waste of being a man...

i just wondering at that time....why those policeman is speaking on behalf for that driver but not for me?so funny when i see that sarjan become angry and increase his voice volume when i argue that the actual facts are make sense....seen i hv the logic to tell him...but the reality is cruel...
hard to c a person to accept other's opinion although they know they are wrong....

i just cannot accept when the police officer said that no matter what reason...u r wrong when u hit someone's car from the back eventhough it's just a slightly damage..the most important is i m on my own lane, if i speed fast in my lane also considered wrong den i got ntg to say ady...and the point here is not the speed....so that police officer not really analyze the situation from different perspective...

i was getting shooted and shooted last for few minutes with this...(which i think already is a ugutan ady...) that officer say...i challege u jangan bayar saman dan kami akan membawa kes ini sama-sama ke mahkamah...
this sentence keep on repeating by him with some bad body language with high volume of voice..
if i m third parties...i sure will think that the person who get scolding is the one who made some big trouble!! but the fact is not really reflect what is actually happenning, sometimes..

then i know he is 'big' me in the sense that he keep on saying with some other additional information and indicates will delay the date of getting my car back...if not mistaken, that day he say so..."aku bagi saman kat awak, awak jangan bayar..." and later continue by this... "sekarang saya nak kamu segera panggil workshop kamu hantar balik ke sini, kami akan tarik dan hantar ke puspakom sana untuk diperiksa...masa itu semuanya akan kita tahu...kereta kamu akan ditahan untuk satu tempoh yang panjang".... really sufering when hear lots of this....psycho again...

i did speak out why they just keep on shooting at me but not the one who change the lane...but that person still keep on saying he is right because he have lots of experience ady as he work for that job for around 20 years wo..."kamu yang langgar balakang, kamu yang salah, jangan cakap banyak lagi"..."kalau kes itu bawa ke mahkamah...masa yang diambil akan sangat panjang...kereta kamu tak boleh dihantar untuk diperbaiki sehingga selesai kes ini..ada kes yang tangguh 3 bulan...masa panjang ni kos untuk mahkamah pula banyak dan semuany akan dibayar oleh kamu berdua... "

Akta Pengangkutan Jalan 1987 become another 'weapon' here...that time i really feel swt lor..
that police officer throw that book in front of me and said that he din cheat me..based on wat wat section but he cant speak out what is that section...and most important is the attitude is not really good, is damn bad!!!

"kes ini sangat senang saja....claim insuran saja...ini kes civil, sebab tak ada orang mati dalam kemalangan ini..."

hopeless...that what i think of at that time...when they all say those things to psycho me..

but i think of the pic that i print it out. i bring in and let one of the officer there to have a look on it with my explaination...i think he understand of what i m trying to say...i also think that he know what is happenning....innocence or not....he knows...
he approach that driver and speak to her personally...i duno what he is talking to her...but i do hope there is a exception for all of these..

at last, the thing settle by the car which bang by that driver is claim under my car insurance....but her car will claim under her car insurance company...and i have to sign before i leave...after i discuss with her husband....1 thing i say to him which means a lot to me...both of us also dun wan to get involved in an accident, i m victim, your wife too...but based on this situation, police traffic judge me wrong...but when u c these pictures + that day u c the position of both cars...u faham,i faham...the most i can do is i claim my own insurance...
(act i got a bit regret now for what i have suggested at that time...)
the people there not polite also...interrupt our conversation by saying....jangan bazir masa kami la...cakap banyak lagi...
i hate all these...
wan me to bear all the losses...not fair if like this..
if that time i m not get scared by u guys...i think this case not yet close file...

last part before i go, about the fine..i need to sign before i go...i not really wan to sign...some more my dad also say like that...because i gonna wan to leave this place as fast as i can...but suddenly the people at the back there shout at me and scold me like hell!
i hate those people always use the reason that is not really considered a good reason to blame people....hey...it is the responsibilities of a police traffic to handle the accident case ....dun say till looks like i m the one who trouble u guys to handle a lots of the cases...u think that just only u busy ah...everyone also busy with their works, OK?!...
AGAIN!! It is ur RESPONSIBILITY!
just resign if u cant bear the working shift...dun let me think that u got time to scold people, but no time to do a lots of works as u SAID!

at the end, how muc i need to pay, any compound or wat...a people say thing will different if my name is last by bin wat hassan or wat...at tat time i really duno wat and how to respond...just can say "haha" and laugh like foolish only...

about my feeling at tat time...i think u guys can feel it de right? haizz...

i hope i can wake up earlier from dreaming.....because tis dream is really that...
Such a scary NightMare!!!



P/s: if someone suddenly turn in ur lane and u cant avoid that car at that time...u better break emergency...let the car at ur back bang u, better than u bang the car infront of u!